tagged down...!! (phew!!!!!!!!!)

1.Pick out a scar you have, and explain how you got it.
- "scared of my self"...dun know how scientifically refined tht statement is....! n..."scared of what i see in the mirror"....hehehe!!

2.What does your phone look like?
- ohhh...Nokia 'vertu...(heyy ur eye balls expanding??) it looks like tht... very expensive one... indeed it is!!! guys i gotta tell this has few diamonds ... featuring a blinding 120 carats worth of VVS-1 grade diamonds....n yeah if u thinking of buying one...its tagged... $1,000,000...!! what???????????????

3.What is on the walls of your bedroom?
- winnie de pooh... n pink floyd's wall paper in black n white...well i m still working on de connection between rock and cartoonz...! n a sign saying..." close ur eyes and u will see... u are all u really need" quoted by bon jovi.

4. What is your current desktop picture?
-funny...! ma system is under a hijack threat...! so a link in the form of an icon has covered de whole desktop...u click on de desktop ny where n it opens a website..."scan... its free... buy de spyware removing tool"...bull shit!!!

5. Do you believe in gay marriage?
-well...realizing its just a funda of X n Y chromosomes n dere ratio...dat should nt deprive dem of the choices every one has so often glorifyingly talked abt!! un less n until they don't impose it and is mutual..its believable!!

6. What do you want more than anything right now?
-hmmm... oops...all i want is everything...is dis way too much?? nope?? bt if its abt exactly penning that one thing down....hmmm it gatta be my own band jamming more often...!

7. Are your parents still together?
-yeah....'still' together!! hehehehe...yup..sure guys...its been 36 years now! gosh...i m statistically correct...hehehe!

8. Last person who made you cry?
-yeah...n that person looked more or less like me...! same messed up hairs...same eyes (brown... wuppie!!!)... same "all de good stuffs gone" kinda look..! sure, it was me...!

9. What is your favorite perfume/cologne ?
-hmmm never actually experimented...!! usually wear ny thing...! looking to get ma hands on AXE...(hope it does work de same for me...hehehe)

10. What are you listening to?
-"tik...tuk...tak...tac...." hehehe nothing actually...just my key board's saying 'hieeeeeee"....ha ha ha lolz!!

11. Do you get scared of the dark?
- hmmmmm...yea...!! bt of what is inside in me...?? hell scared!!

12. Do you like pain killers?
-am i some freak?? okey i m!! bt not as in to like pain killers or any medicine for that matter!!

13. Are you too shy to ask someone out?
- oops...err...! heyy whts dere in de sky?? a grt gig...look!! wht???? do i need to answer dis...??? okey okey...dere u caught me!! yeah i m hell shy n dead scared to ask ny one out...!! no points if u ve guessed it tht i ven't asked ny one out... yet!

14.If you could eat anything right now, what would it be?
-momozzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!! any time...!!!!!!

15.Who was the last person who made you mad?
-heyy until its not proven that i m... no one did.....hehehehehe!!

16.Who was the last person who made you smile?
-de one who just "tagged down" me!! :-)

17.Is someone in love with you?
-nope!! sob sob sob sob....!!

tagging down:::: arunima n sammy!!

Laments in the silence

Rhythmic fall; of words
With the seasons leafs
Drying off to fly
Withered in the wind

They, words and leafs
Sneering over the
Freezing bark and silent harp
Luring the ink of poet
And its heart.

And out in such moon,
Too keen to bloom
I forget what
it was like the noon…
an archaic pain, an ardent hurt
and wounds filth with dirt……

de rivals " i " and.... " i "

de biggest rivals……“I” and “I”. .

One “I” says…. Go for this… take all de possible risks to get what u want. risk or u live risking even more....

its ur life, make something out of it, which u want de most.
* Not Jennifer garner stupid. She is married so move on..…*


something that brings de ultimate pleasure to u… go for it…. Go for it…
*hay where are u going right now?*

leave it…u own it… have this…. Don’t have this… be this … god forbid u this… live for ur self… live to be ur self… don’t change…’til de change is no change… its just de new’ u’…don’t change for any one…*and hay think of going for a hair cut first, u need to ‘change’ them yaar……*

anyone ain’t as important as u are… listen to wht ur heart prompts… de heart wants wht it wants…
*just in de case ur heart wants a surgery.. Then go for it… don’t wait, u moron… u got my point…*

don’t judge… and never judge ur self… remember u cant be wrong as long u are guided by ur heart… u r special… and remain so…
*now don’t ask for the definition of ‘special’… we will talk abt it later on u dumbooo*


go after it… sail with de tide if its de next wave ur heart wants to catch… next against de flow… if its de struggle u believe is urs… you ‘re exactly de same you must have been…and this is de best u could have been…
*noop!! U could have been johny depp or hrithik… don’t u think that would have been better…oh where were we???*

move on and be free… let her go… get hold of her…its love that every one has deeply desired for… and is what men will ever desire in his life…start desiring for it.. and… and… and…



De other “I” says… who you are?? You owe a lot… to de humans who brought you into this world… u have no right over your self… cant u leave this just for their happiness??…
Can’t you smile when u want to cry, its ur mother looking…

stop bullying her, she is a frnd… she once gave you her notes…

appreciate his poem, he appreciated yours…

be grateful to him, he never envied you…
Thank him, he could have been bad to you, but chose not to…
thank god and devote mins of everyday to him/her.. It is ur duty…

u must live when she betrays you, there are other girls waiting for you…

wht wrong she has done, she is just a frnd, not ur girl frnd…alright! alright! She is ur best frnd and u trusted her… but no blaming game unless… it’s a romantic relationship she perches and precludes…

u must buy my point, I once borrowed urs…. Remember? …

don’t stop, it’s a race u must win for me…

if u suffer, those who love u will suffer… so stop suffering… don’t get hurt, this may swell… hide ur wounds, air may infect it…

don’t ask for love.. like u ask for water all de time… if u deserve it… u will get it… don’t beg anyone, it’s a sin…

keep up ur honor.. If it falls... than cover it with mud n burry it deep… so no one can see that ur honor fell…

sacrifice, that’s how wise man defines love… sacrifice, as u owe a lot…

dream, never do that… who knows u might dream something they don’t approve of… look what if that dream comes un done… they are just keeping you secure…

ur parents loved you, cant you love the girl they choose for you to love… who says love just happens by chance.. By coincidence… noop!!! Your parents loved you… n there is no coincidence in that…

think of money, save it, trick with de things around you… and give it to those who gave you… u have favors to return…favors that are so high and large in number… I m afraid, u may never be able to return them at all…live for others… that’s life…

forget abt de tide… its not something to go for… instead chose a shore, a lovely shore and live peacefully… only insane went deep into de tides… its not ur heart calling, its ur mobile dumboo…

Who says love is all that we ever needed… remember that day u were asking for ‘jeans’… when I said I love you…and… and… and…


If ‘I’ wins… de ‘I’ loses and if ‘I’ wins, de ‘I’ loses (ohm…quite messed up n confusing up situation). So who ever comes out victorious, de ‘I’ must lose.
If ‘I’ celebrates…’I’ is left to suffer detriment.

But every one must choose between the two “I”…
“We live being what we are…”I”… or we live being what we must be…”I”…

"de moon reveals myself to me"

i see a man who stares upwards,
and wrings his hands from the force of pain,
i shudder when i see his face,
'the moon reveals myself to me'

what de hell i think i m!!!!!!

if i keep all de disguises away for a day.... beyond de veil of sophistry....
i m quite close to 'devil(my pick above as proof)'.... n nobody!...
n no clasping of hands in agreement please!!!
born on 14th jan...19''... in Sikkim(an imposture i keep practicing) to fell in
love with sikkim(i know its kinda hard to believe a felonious person like me could love).. anyways keeping away all the nuisances caused by this material in corbel...
where i was... ya... my first school K.V.Gangtok (i told u i m a liar).... is like heaven to me.. so cant go on without mentioning it... n all the very very special frnds (partners in crime) i found there.... though we are apart(in different prisons)
i somehow, feel the connection and the string between our hearts is unbreakable...

now after being done with all this story.. lemme come to .. wht de hell i think i m!!

i m quite close to johny depp... alright alright.. with some alterations... what?? alright!! with a lot of alteration!!!! with looks to die for (what?? u still believing what i m saying???).
confused as suggested by wht has become my second skin, my black TQS jeans..(oops u got it... bought it in de time of heavy sale, 50+50% off) as i m always spotted wearing it.... n my hairs... a complete mess!! though i carry them well...(remember my johny' face).
and yeah i have a pair of brown eyes.... n not black... whts de big deal?? that i didn't notice it.. for almost 19 years....n i m just 19!!! so these days.. my eyes are a big rage amongst de girls (forget what i said).
i m a spoilt brat n de dark stud(horse guys)... of my family..... i stumble with every step.... so what if i stumble n fall over to write poems? i love to sing... though i m not sure if people love to listen me... hmmmmmmm... anyways i m desperate to have my own rocking band!!!!! (anyone out there??.
known as quite a caring n devoted frnd... n an igniter by just a mere speech...
(ha ha they r such an idiotic souls)... n some one who comforts during the hours of suffering. a born genius n amazingly, still a genius..(hell to those who say 'born genius ruined by life')....
hay how to stop this yaar.... there can't be conclusion to 'myself'..
anyways...Arunima...i have done it....my first post..yabbaa dabbaa duuuuuuu